Breaking Free from Imposter Syndrome: Part 1
Have you ever found yourself doubting your abilities, even after years of professional experience? Maybe your colleagues refer to you as an expert, seeking your advice and input, yet you still feel like a fraud. You might attribute your success to luck or the right connections, leaving you with a nagging fear of being exposed as an imposter. If this resonates with you, you may be experiencing what we call Imposter Syndrome.
What is Imposter Syndrome?
Imposter Syndrome is a phenomenon of experiencing self doubt, fear of failure, or fear of being exposed as a fraud. This is common among high achievers, including professionals, students, educators, and those in the creative arts. While it isn’t classified as a mental disorder, it often contributes to heightened anxiety and depression. Below are six common experiences related to imposter syndrome.
The Imposter Cycle
Many individuals with Imposter Syndrome fall into a cycle of over-preparing or procrastinating.
Over-Preparation: When faced with a project, you may spend excessive time preparing, only to feel that your effort is inadequate and that you have spent significantly more time or effort than others would have. This leads to self-doubt and a sense of failure.
Procrastination: Conversely, you might delay starting until the last minute, resulting in a rushed effort that feels "not good enough." This then elicits a fear of being “found out” or discovered as being a fraud.
Perfectionism
A common trait among those with Imposter Syndrome is perfectionism. You may set impossibly high standards for yourself, becoming overly critical of your work. This can lead to sacrificing your well-being for the sake of others or the team. A single mistake might feel like a confirmation of your inadequacy, triggering harsh self-judgment.
Super-Heroism
This tendency goes hand-in-hand with perfectionism. You might feel the need to be the “best of the best,” which can lead to excessive preparation for tasks you’re fully capable of handling without spending excessive amounts of time or energy.
Atychiphobia: The Fear of Failure
Imposter Syndrome can also manifest as a fear of failure. When asked to take on a new project or even to be observed while working, you may experience anxiety about potentially disappointing others or facing humiliation due to your performance.
Denial of Competence
Those struggling with Imposter Syndrome often discount their intelligence, skills, and past achievements. Instead, they attribute success to external factors, such as luck or connections, ignoring the hard work and competence that truly contributed to their accomplishments.
Achievemephobia: The Fear of Success
This lesser-known aspect describes the fear that success will lead to heightened expectations from others, which may feel unmanageable. The pressure to maintain or exceed current success can be daunting.
Resources: Huecker MR, Shreffler J, McKeny PT, et al. Imposter Phenomenon. [Updated 2023 Jul 31]. In: StatPearls [Internet]. Treasure Island (FL): StatPearls Publishing; 2024 Jan-. Available from: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK585058/